Painful

You are the person who have taught me many things. Last year you have taught me about love, but this year you also teach me about pain. It's so painful when yesterday someone make you feel that you are special but today you just think that you are stupid. Do you still remember that promise? you broke your promise. Sweet words, sweet promises, that's all just bullshit. You made me feel so disappointed. Too much tears have fell down bcos of you. And have you ever feel what i feel? It's so painful. You have hurted me a lot, don't you know that? I'm not your toy that you can play anytime and when you get bored, you just throw me away like rubbish, you know how painful is it?  Few months ago maybe i'm just a stupid girl bcos i'm still love a person who already broke my heart. But now, i'm not. I have realize that now i have to move on. Why i should care bout a person who don't care bout me anymore? it's useless, isn't it?